Sometimes it hits me that Aidan is growing up. It happened again this weekend. He started to stay awake during his last bottle, which means that we just need to let him cry it out. Eventually he stops and goes to sleep. (It is so traumatizing for me!) Anyway, I just realized that he doesn't want us to rock him to sleep. He wants to be independent and grown up. (There may be other reasons, too!) It was a startling revelation. I told Jonathan and he sighed and said just wait till he starts school. I know he's right, but I can't help lamenting the fact that my baby is turning into a toddler, with every passing day...
This weekend they had a Christmas play, called 'A Christmas Tale'. It was pretty good. At the end, Pastor Bob told everyone to turn to the person next to them and tell them how happy you are to be spending Christmas together. Jonathan was out of the sanctuary at the time because Aidan was totally done with the whole 'quiet in church' thing. Needless to say, I felt pretty stupid just standing there while everyone was expressing their feelings to other people...Anyway, Jonathan, I am very happy and blessed to be spending Christmas with you and Aidan. There is no one else I would rather share this season with. (Or this life!) I love you.
What else?...Oh yeah. I never did blog about that blessing that Jonathan and I received through his work. Martech (Jonathan's company) usually doesn't do a Christmas thing before Christmas. Usually it happens afterwards. We've gone to dinner at Fort Edmonton, to the gun range/mini golf at WEM (guess which one I did? When I was pregnant!) and then out for supper, Marv took us to Banff a couple of years ago and we stayed in the Banff Springs Hotel. It is always a nice surprise when we find out what we are doing. This year it really is a blessing to us. Jonathan called me from work and said, 'I have some good news and I have some bad news'. Of course I wanted the good news first, but Jonathan told me the bad news...'We can't go away for a weekend in January.' To which I wanted to know why. 'We are going to Lake Louise instead!' Marv is treating everyone to a weekend at Lake Louise in January. I mean Jonathan has to meet on Saturday morning for a meeting, but that's it. Everything is paid for. We get to go out for a nice dinner on Saturday night. There is skiing, a spa, etc. Or there is time just to be husband and wife, alone, together. I can't wait. And Jonathan and I are still going to go away in February or March! God is good to His children.
Our church is doing a live simulcast with David Nasser and Casting Crowns on Jan. 1. It should be really good. If you have not heard of either of them, you should definetly check them out. David Nasser did a Breakforth conference here which I went to and was totally challenged. We do a song by Casting Crowns at church, which I have shared with you before. I would like to share another one with you.
I hope you all have a wonderful day. May God show you how much He loves you and wants to be with you.
Love,
Manders
Voice of Truth - Casting Crowns
Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand
But the waves are calling out my name
And they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy, you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"
Chorus: But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth
Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand
But the giant's calling out my name
And he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"
Chorus
But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
From on top of them lookin' down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me
Chorus